Ripples of my reflection

As I look
beyond the ripples of my reflection,
I see the horrors of my past
That makes me nervous,leaves me aghast,
And makes my soul feel like an outcast,
I close my eyes, to let it fade,
Till then, all my confidence is lost and dead.
I scream for help,
I scream for someone,
But the people around
just laugh and make fun.
I cry, I cry and cry with fear,
With a hope to seek some help from near and dear.
The ripples of reflection seem to grow each day
That day is not far,when i'll be one of it's prey.
All I need is another chance,
A chance to boost my confidence,and to enhance,
To grow strong,and never refrain,
and make the horrors never come again.
Will my prayers be heard and the chance be given,
Or will I be stuck with the ripples of my reflection forever,
and never be forgiven.
I'll wait till the day, when the mirror is broken,
with the ripples of my reflection gone, and I am still unbroken.