If you know me, you'll know who I am,what I am, how I am..But if you don't know me, then you'll find me crazy..
Yah, crazy..That's the perfect word to describe myself.
"Sometimes I am low, sometimes I am high
Sometimes I loose everything,and I just don't know why"...
When I meet people, I just get affected by them, either positively or negatively.
When its positive,my mind tells me,"Dude, you just got a new friend added to your lifelong list". But, if the call is negative, it goes hazy for me.I get affected by that person so much, that I start crumbling from inside.Anyways, all this while, tumbling and stumbling has been part and parcel of my life.My friends often say,"You try to make people around you happy, irrespective of your likeness for those people.By this you'll never be happy".To this I often smile.and smile.and smile.
It's me.It's this way I've always been.I don't know how to "SAY NO" to anyone.
Silence, is what my key to every solution.Its better to stay shut than opening mouth here and there.
Along with being crazy, one can categorize me as an Emotional freak.
"Freak", I get emotional pretty soon.And never realized it until my life got caught up into twists and turns.
Otherwise, I am Happy-Go-Lucky stupid fun loving crazy Girl."wink"
When I meet new people, they often tell me everything about them,and I am all ears to them.Sometimes, I get emotionally affected by those stories so much, that I start living in their shoes.My friend,Akshay,always screams on me when he finds I am getting affected.He says,"Come back to reality from your stupid virtuality".To this I often smile.and smile.and smile.
I know one thing, Life is once,enjoy it to the fullest.Even if you are not happy, make others happy.Maybe,that person would remember me for my gesture in future.And even if not, I am not loosing a penny.So, i SMILE.To all those who care for me, love me, and consider me eligible to be their friend.And to all those, who pray for my painful death.
I JUST LOVE THE WAY I LIVE ;)
