Confusion, confusion...so much of confusion...Sometimes i feel like I am losing my mind and I just don't know the reason for it.I could just be unsocial and forget the world around with an attitude of "WHO CARES". But thats not the way I am.To be honest,I don't even understand why I am so confused.Maybe at the end of all this,i'll be confident enough to understand things around."Patience", gosh, i hate this word. What is it anyways.Makes me feel like a "Patient waiting for the cure to his disease".And when i wait and wait for the result,it comes out negative making things more worse.Is luck something that you bring it from above or has it been bestowed on only those people who God chooses fit to carry it on.I wish I was lucky. Who doesn't want their touch to be Midas's touch.I never underestimate people around me, be it my family members,friends, colleagues.But when things zero down on to me,Yes..I underestimate myself.I feel,I am not capable of doing the particular task on my own.It's not that i get scared of Failure, its the fear of falling down when things are pointed out in my direction as INCOMPLETE.At that time i feel like running away, vanish,evaporate,disappear into thin air.And this feeling has been engulfing me since last few months.Its just that i can't tell anyone, and go on overburdening my mind.Emotionally i get disturbed by all this,yet i try to stand strong.
Someone has rightly said, "If you want things to work for you,you need to work for it first".And for that the mind needs to be strong and should be relaxed.That is what I will strive hard for from now on.To be cool,steady,patient and relaxed.I hope this PEACE OF MIND resolution scares the GHOST OF CONFUSION lingering on my neck away to the hallows of death,making my life beautiful once again.
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