CLOSURE!

This year things worked on the way I wanted. At least the start was that way. Yet again I can find my peace of mind dying away. All I wanted was a happy life. More than happy, I wanted a simple life. How difficult can your life be when it follows a mantra of home to office to home? Yet, there’s a catch in this simple life. I guess the players in it screw your life. And you along with them screw it equally. Sometimes, I hate myself for being too nice to unwanted people. And when I really want to do something for people who I love to be with, I end up creating a mess. So I am left weeping to all myself and clueless to the results of my own actions. Anyways, I am being too optimistic and wishing for things to fall in right place, the way I want.
The best thing that could happen to me this year was my birthday (I wanted something different this year as I turned 25). A surprise gift from Singapore came walking at my doorstep (Wow). And got wished for the same from people on whom I trust more than myself. The sweetest gift I got was from my boss and dear friend who actually got something I had been asking him to get for me every time he visited Delhi. Overall, it has been a happy and not-so-sad year till now.
Each time when I walk into the office, I get this strange feeling. Like, I want to run away from everything. Not everyone. WTF. Yet, I am just not letting things affect me this time. I am trying to change the way I am. Be nice to people to people who are nice to me, and be neutral to those who do too much to get my attention. Aah, I love this attitude. This, free-spirited way of living. I guess, this is my best takeaway when I am getting myself ready to leave the stage and make way for a new person to take up my seat here.
As I close my eyes, I can see two long years of my life flashing away and it actually goes till my first day, when I walked into this office as a fresher. I think I am getting all warning signs, thanks to which I know my end in this place is nearing. Oh well, no worries as such. One needs to walk on rather than getting stuck up for nothing. Before I quit, there are so many things I need to do here. I think I should start making my own bucket list and get things working towards fulfillment of it. I can rate my first eight months here as the best time of my life ever. Met real good people here, who I wish, would remain with me till eternity. Anyways, my mind is getting too emotional. And I might be too touchy for next few months, because at the horizon, I can see a new sun waiting to shine away just for me!